Nothing

as the title above...nothing...i have nothing to do.. i have nothing to say.. i have nothing to think either.. huh!!! this life is so complicated... i'm currently do nothing... i'm not study even not working... am i useless?? am i put the burden onto my abah? onto my mak? yes i am.... haih....my life getting worst when i have no money... as though i'm the only loser in this entire world...i'm sick of this... i wanna out from this suck terrible horrible life... i wanna go anywhere but here.. please, not here.. i can't stand on it anymore... seolah-olah org mencemuh.. "weekk,ko xkje lg..." or "owh, u still depends on your family? shame on you".... hmmm....sorry mak abah... kak long try my best...i try and try.. harder and harder...again and again...until now...i still searching what is the best for me...i'm in the process to grow up.. i hope both of u will understand...i hope so...i hope everyone will...ya, what i have now is only hope..



p/s:i love u